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Train-Track Figure 

Kay Ryan 

 

Imagine a 

train-track figure 

made of sliver 

over sliver of 

between-car 

vision, each 

slice too brief 

to add detail 

or deepen:  that 

could be a hat 

if it’s a person 

if it’s a person 

if it’s a person. 

Just the same  

scant information 

timed to supplant  

the same scant 

information. 

Saracen Island [excerpt 9] 

David Solway (writing as Andreas Karavis) 

 

We are standing on a bridge of chalk 

imagining the ship, 

sheltering from the snap-and-gust 

of deck-wind. 

We do not speak to one another 

as we watch  

the bright quicksilver islands 

sail past us into 

the glittering skein of sea light 

—as if through a clear pane 

that divides as it discloses. 

We cannot make contact, 

throw the rope into waiting hands and 

enter into the life of these islands 

which have become sheer mirrors 

reflecting only ourselves 

(we who have been assigned to haunt them) 

in the stretch of lonely beach before us 

as the sun hisses into the sea 

to be put out, 

in the film of moon-bleached rock 

that rises like a mist above us. 

 

Dream Days 

Derek Mahon 

 

When you stop to consider 

The days spent dreaming of a future 

And say then, “That was my life.” 

 

For the days are long — 

From the first milk van 

To the last shout in the night, 

An eternity.  But the weeks go by 

Like birds; and the years, the years 

Fly past anti-clockwise 

Like clock hands in a bar mirror. 

 

The Wind 

Ivor Gurney 

 

All night the fierce wind blew —  

All night I knew 

Time, like a dark wind, blowing 

All days, all lives, all memories 

Down empty endless skies — 

A blind wind, strowing 

Bright leaves of life's torn tree 

through blank eternity: 

Dreadfully swift, Time blew. 

All night I knew 

the outrush of its going. 

At dawn a thin rain wept. 

Worn out, I slept 

And woke to a fair morning. 

My days were amply long, and I content 

In their accomplishment —  

Lost the wind's warning.  

 

Illusions 

Kay Sage 

 

There was an old woman 

who hadn’t a thing to wear 

except holes. 

So she sewed the holes together 

and dressed herself with care; 

but people passed her in the street 

as though she were not there. 

 

The Truisms 

Louis MacNeice 

 

His father gave him a box of truisms 

Shaped like a coffin, then his father died; 

The truisms remained on the mantelpiece 

As wooden as the playbox they had been packed in 

Or that other his father skulked inside. 

 

Then he left home, left the truisms behind him 

Still on the mantelpiece, met love, met war, 

Sordor, disappointment, defeat, betrayal, 

Till through disbeliefs he arrived at a house 

He could not remember seeing before. 

 

And he walked straight in; it was where he had come from 

And something told him the way to behave. 

He raised his hand and blessed his home; 

The truisms flew and perched on his shoulders 

And a tall tree sprouted from his father's grave. 

 

Creeping Phlox 

Amit Majmudar 

 

Creeping flux is how my mom pronounced it. 

Soon, she said, it will spread everywhere. 

And it did. All around us, houses 

reverted to sawdust. The knee of bone 

on bone that kept locking up 

changed out with a titanium hinge, 

she fought the entropy of weeds 

with phlox, white and blue, a static mirror 

of bygone clouds in a sky that was just 

passing through. Was her heartbeat 

fluctuating, fluttering even then? 

Change was creeping up her legs, a trellis 

of veins. Which one of those blue lines 

mapped the river you can’t step into 

twice? You can’t live the same childhood 

twice. You can’t cremate the same mother 

twice. Some flowers are pollinated only 

with ashes. Unless what changes, changes 

back. I want alteration to hide 

alternation: boyhood manhood, casket 

bassinet, forest fire. Fluxes are perennial, 

she told me as I knelt beside her 

at the altar. These will come back 

every season. Even after I am gone. 

 

Partition 

W. H. Auden 

 

Unbiased at least he was when he arrived on his mission,  

Having never set eyes on the land he was called to partition  

Between two peoples fanatically at odds,  

With their different diets and incompatible gods.  

"Time," they had briefed him in London, "is short. It's too late  

For mutual reconciliation or rational debate:  

The only solution now lies in separation.  

The Viceroy thinks, as you will see from his letter,  

That the less you are seen in his company the better,  

So we've arranged to provide you with other accommodation.  

We can give you four judges, two Moslem and two Hindu,  

To consult with, but the final decision must rest with you."  

 

Shut up in a lonely mansion, with police night and day  

Patrolling the gardens to keep the assassins away,  

He got down to work, to the task of settling the fate  

Of millions. The maps at his disposal were out of date  

And the Census Returns almost certainly incorrect,  

But there was no time to check them, no time to inspect  

Contested areas. The weather was frightfully hot,  

And a bout of dysentery kept him constantly on the trot,  

But in seven weeks it was done, the frontiers decided,  

A continent for better or worse divided.  

 

The next day he sailed for England, where he could quickly forget  

The case, as a good lawyer must. Return he would not,  

Afraid, as he told his Club, that he might get shot. 

 

The River 

Patrick MacDonogh 

 

Stir not, whisper not, 

Trouble not the giver 

Of quiet who gives 

This calm-flowing river, 

 

Whose whispering willows, 

Whose murmuring reeds 

Make silence more still 

Than the thought it breeds, 

 

Until thought drops down 

From the motionless mind 

Like a quiet brown leaf 

Without any wind; 

 

It falls on the river 

And floats with its flowing, 

Unhurrying still 

Past caring, past knowing. 

 

Ask not, answer not, 

Trouble not the giver 

Of quiet who gives 

This calm-flowing river. 

Untitled 

Robert Melançon 

 

We walked along the river’s edge to see 

the night streaming time rushing past 

between the shores drowned in darkness. 

 

The wind flowed, the air flowed, 

the black that was all the immensity 

of space flowed from every side. 

 

We heard only the water, and felt as if 

the whole of the dark was enlarging, 

rising like a fountain and pouring back 

 

into itself, into the redundant blackness, 

into the rippling air, the fluid night and 

into the river lashed with reflections. 

 

The Aboriginal Cricketer 

Les Murray 

Mid-19th century 

 

Good-looking young man 

in your Crimean shirt 

with your willow shield 

up, as if to face spears, 

 

you're inside their men's Law, 

one church they do obey; 

they'll remember you were here. 

Keep fending off their casts. 

 

Don't come out of character. 

Like you they suspect 

idiosyncrasy of witchcraft. 

Above all, don't get out 

 

too easily, and have to leave here 

where all missiles are just leather 

and come from one direction. 

Keep it noble. Keep it light. 

 

Stooping to Drink 

David Malouf 

 

Smelling the sweet grass  

of distant hills, too steep  

to climb, too far to see  

in this handful of water  

scooped from the river dam.  

 

Touching the sky where like  

a single wing my hand  

dips through clouds. Tasting  

the shadow of basket-willows,  

the colour of ferns.  

 

A perch, spoon-coloured, climbs  

where the moon sank, trailing  

bubbles of white,  

and school kids on picnics  

swing from a rope — head  

 

over sunlit heels like angels  

they plunge into the sun  

at midday, into silence  

of pinewoods hanging over  

a sunken hill-farm.  

 

Taking all this in  

at the lips, holding it  

in the cup of the hand.  

And further down the hiss  

of volcanoes, rockfall  

 

and hot metals cooling  

in blueblack depths a hundred  

centuries back.  

Taking all this in  

as the water takes it: sky  

 

sunlight, sweet grass-flavours  

and the long-held breath  

of children — a landscape  

mirrored, held a moment,  

and let go again. 

The Serving Girl 

Gladys May Casely Hayford (Aquah Laluah) 

 

The calabash wherein she served my food, 

Was smooth and polished as sandalwood: 

Fish, as white as the foam of the sea, 

Peppered, and golden fried for me. 

She brought palm wine that carelessly slips 

From the sleeping palm tree’s honeyed lips. 

But who can guess, or even surmise 

The countless things she served with her eyes? 

 

To the Right Honorable William, Earl of Dartmouth  

(third stanza) 

Phillis Wheatley  

 

Should you, my lord, while you peruse my song, 

Wonder from whence my love of Freedom sprung, 

Whence flow these wishes for the common good, 

By feeling hearts alone best understood, 

I, young in life, by seeming cruel fate 

Was snatch'd from Afric's fancy'd happy seat: 

What pangs excruciating must molest, 

What sorrows labour in my parent's breast? 

Steel'd was that soul and by no misery mov'd 

That from a father seiz'd his babe belov'd: 

Such, such my case. And can I then but pray 

Others may never feel tyrannic sway? 

In Memoriam 

Norman MacCaig 

 

On that stormy night 

a top branch broke off 

on the biggest tree in my garden. 

 

It's still up there.  Though its leaves 

are withered black among the green 

the living branches 

won't let it fall. 

Untitled (“In the midst of the plain”) 

Bashō, trans. by R. H. Blyth 

 

In the midst of the plain 

Sings the skylark, 

Free of all things. 

Untitled (“The Soft Breeze”) 

Shiki (trans. R. H. Blyth) 

 

     The soft breeze, 

And in the green of a thousand hills, 

     A single temple. 

Peace at Noon 

Arthur Symons 

 

Here there is peace, cool peace,  

Upon these heights, beneath these trees; 

Almost the peace of sleep or death, 

To wearying brain, to labouring breath. 

 

Here there is rest at last, 

A sweet forgetting of the past; 

There is no future here, nor aught 

Save this soft healing pause of thought. 

Musée des Beaux Arts 

W. H. Auden 

 

About suffering they were never wrong, 

The old Masters: how well they understood 

Its human position: how it takes place 

While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along; 

How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting 

For the miraculous birth, there always must be 

Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating 

On a pond at the edge of the wood: 

They never forgot 

That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course 

Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot 

Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer's horse 

Scratches its innocent behind on a tree. 

 

In Breughel's Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away 

Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may 

Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry, 

But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone 

As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green 

Water, and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen 

Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky, 

Had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on. 

Mrs Icarus 

Carol Ann Duffy 

 

I’m not the first or the last 

to stand on a hillock, 

watching the man she married 

prove to the world 

he’s a total, utter, absolute, Grade A pillock.            

 

N.B.:  “Pillock” is British slang for a stupid or foolish person.  

Quatrain 

Rumi (Jalāl al-Dīn Muḥammad Rūmī), trans. Farrukh Dhondy 

 

Know only that which makes the unknown known 

Before the sands of fleeting life are blown 

What you think you’ve grasped is but a void 

The bird in hand is that one which has flown 

 

Cause and Effect 

Rumi (Jalāl al-Dīn Muḥammad Rūmī), trans. Farrukh Dhondy 

 

The branch exists only to bear the fruit 

The knowledge of which resides in the root 

 

Would a gardener plant and tend the vine 

Without the promise of the grape and wine? 

 

Before this truth let all your reason pause 

What you thought was effect, is but the cause. 

Lot’s Wife 

Anthony Hecht 

 

How simple the pleasures of those childhood days, 

Simple but filled with exquisite satisfactions. 

The iridescent labyrinth of the spider, 

Its tethered tensor nest of polygons 

Puffed by the breeze to a little bellying sail -- 

Merely observing this gave infinite pleasure. 

The sound of rain. The gentle graphite veil 

Of rain that makes of the world a steel engraving, 

Full of soft fadings and faint distances. 

The self-congratulations of a fly, 

Rubbing its hands. The brown bicameral brain 

Of a walnut. The smell of wax. The feel 

Of sugar to the tongue: a delicious sand. 

One understands immediately how Proust 

Might cherish all such postage-stamp details. 

Who can resist the charms of retrospection? 

 

Footnotes on Happiness 

A. S. J. Tessimond 

 

Happiness filters 

Out through a crack in the door, through the net's reticulations. But also in. 

 

The old cat Patience 

Watching the hole with folded paws and quiet tail 

Can seldom catch it. 

 

Timetables fail. 

It rarely stands at a certain moment a certain day 

At a certain bus-stop. 

 

You cannot say 

It will keep an appointment, or pass the same street corner twice. Nor say it won't. 

 

Lavender, ice, 

Camphor, glass cases, vacuum chambers hermetically sealed, Won't keep it fresh. 

 

It will not yield 

Except to the light, the careless, the accidental hand, 

And easily bruises. 

 

It is brittle as sand. 

It is more and less than you hoped to find.  It has never quite 

Your own ideas. 

 

It shows no spite 

Or favour in choosing its host.  It is, like God, 

Casual, odd. 

 

Comment by Stephen Pentz, “First Known When Lost” poetry blog:  “Tessimond rhymes the second line of the first stanza with the first line of the second stanza (and so on through all eight stanzas) — a clever touch that ties the ‘footnotes’ together.” 

Nero's Deadline 

C. P. Cavafy, trans. by Daniel Mendelsohn 

 

Nero wasn’t troubled when he heard 

the Delphic Oracle’s prophecy. 

“Let him beware the age of seventy-three.” 

He still had time to enjoy himself. 

He is thirty years old. It’s quite sufficient, 

the deadline that the god is giving him, 

for him to think about dangers yet to come. 

 

Now to Rome he’ll be returning a little wearied, 

but exquisitely wearied by this trip, 

which had been wholly devoted to days of delight— 

in the theaters, in the gardens, the gymnasia… 

Evenings of the cities of Achaea… 

Ah, the pleasure of naked bodies above all… 

 

So Nero. And in Spain, Galba 

is secretly assembling his army and preparing it: 

the old man, seventy-three years old. 

 

Note:  Galba’s army defeated Nero’s army.  Galba became the new Roman Emperor, while Nero committed suicide assisted by his secretary. 

Thermopylae 

C. P. Cavafy, trans. by Edmund Keeley and Philip Sherrard 

 

Honor to those who in the life they lead 

define and guard a Thermopylae. 

Never betraying what is right, 

consistent and just in all they do 

but showing pity also, and compassion; 

generous when they’re rich, and when they’re poor, 

still generous in small ways, 

still helping whenever they can; 

always speaking the truth 

yet without hating those who lie. 

 

And even more honor is due to them 

when they foresee (as many do foresee) 

that Ephialtis will turn up in the end, 

that the Medes will break through after all. 

 

Note: Ephialtis was the Malian Greek who led the Persians along a goat path where they blocked then slaughtered the Spartan-led Greeks at the mountain pass of Thermopylae, 480 BC. Medes refers to the Persians. 

High Diver 

Robert Francis 

 

How deep is his duplicity who in a flash 

Passes from resting bird to flying bird to fish, 

 

Who momentarily is sculpture, then all motion, 

Speed and splash, then climbs again to contemplation. 

 

He is the archer who himself is bow and arrow. 

He is the upper-under-world commuting hero.  

 

His downward going has the air of sacrifice 

To some dark seaweed-bearded seagod face to face 

 

Or goddess.  Rippling and responsive lies the water 

For him to contemplate, then powerfully to enter. 

Pitcher 

Robert Francis 

 

His art is eccentricity, his aim 

How not to hit the mark he seems to aim at, 

 

His passion how to avoid the obvious, 

His technique how to vary the avoidance. 

 

The others throw to be comprehended. He 

Throws to be a moment misunderstood. 

 

Yet not too much. Not errant, arrant, wild, 

But every seeming aberration willed. 

 

Not to, yet still, still to communicate 

Making the batter understand too late. 

Visit to an Artist 

Elizabeth Jennings 

 

Window upon the wall, a balcony 

With a light chair, the air and water so 

Mingled you could not say which was the sun 

And which the adamant yet tranquil spray. 

But nothing was confused and nothing slow: 

Each way you looked, always the sea, the sea. 

And every shyness that we brought with us 

Was drawn into the pictures on the walls. 

It was so good to set quite still and lose 

Necessity of discourse, words to choose 

And wonder which were honest and which false. 

Then I remembered words that you had said 

Of art as gesture and as sacrament, 

A mountain under the calm form of paint 

Much like the Presence under wine and bread – 

Art with its largesse and its own restraint. 

 

Part for the Whole 

Robert Francis 

 

When others run to windows or out of doors 

To catch the sunset whole, he is content 

With any segment anywhere he sits. 

 

From segment, fragment, he can reconstruct 

The whole, prefers to reconstruct the whole, 

As if to say, I see more seeing less. 

 

A window to the east will serve as well 

As window to the west, for eastern sky 

Echoes the western sky. And even less— 

 

A patch of light that picture-glass happens 

To catch from window-glass, fragment of fragment, 

Flawed, distorted, dulled, nevertheless 

 

Gives something unglassed nature cannot give: 

The old obliquity of art, and proves 

Part may be more than whole, least may be best. 

Diminishing Returns 

Susan McLean 

 

On noticing that, in rejection slips, size matters   

 

Most journals seem intent on conservation: 

a half sheet for a personal rejection, 

a quarter sheet for stock elimination. 

What future shrinkage waits for my inspection? 

 

A fortune cookie’s squib for my perusal— 

Same chance in hell as last year’s ball of snow— 

or, worse, the grim confetti of refusal: 

a rain of dots, each stamped with a small no. 

Because You Asked about the Line Between Prose and Poetry 

Howard Nemerov  

 

Sparrows were feeding in a freezing drizzle 

That while you watched turned to pieces of snow 

Riding a gradient invisible 

From silver aslant to random, white, and slow. 

 

There came a moment that you couldn’t tell. 

And then they clearly flew instead of fell. 

Lily of the Valley 

Rhina P. Espaillat 

 

Down on my knees to clear away what’s lost, 

I track them by their fragrance first, and then 

fall into their green ambush, find the frost 

of their unlikely bivouac again 

under the blackened leaves of winter kill. 

Who would have held out hope for them, so much 

around them ravaged, brought to nil 

by small degrees, long nights, January’s touch! 

Blessed be all that lives to come unbidden 

to our astonished love—the bloom, the child, 

each serendipitous joy that springs half hidden 

from last year’s death, this human gift for wild 

surprised retrieval out of less and less, 

this gift of tongues that teaches us to bless. 

Psalm 

Dorianne Laux

Lord, there are creatures in the understory, 
snails with whorled backs and silver boots, 
trails beetles weave in grass, black rivers 
of ants, unbound ladybugs opening their wings, 

spotted veils and flame, untamed choirs 

of banjo-colored crickets and stained-glass cicadas. 
Lord, how shall we count the snakes and frogs 
and moths?  How shall we love the hidden 
and small? Mushrooms beneath leaves 

constructing their death domes in silence, 

their silken gills and mycelial threads, cap scales 
and patches, their warts and pores. And the buried 
bulbs that will bloom in spring, pregnant with flower 
and leaf, sing Prepare for My Radiance, Prepare 

for the Pageantry of My Inevitable Surprise. 

Note on the April First author:  Trébōr Ydênnęk was raised in a quaint Eastern European village spelled with a lot of consonants and diacritical marks.  Later immigrating to the U.S., he attended the Nipsey Russell Academy of Verse.  After being expelled, he quickly, and thankfully, sank into obscurity.

 

An Elephant and a Leporid Walk into a Bar 

Trébōr Ydênnęk

 

Miss Annabel Le Banna,

the palindromic pachyderm, 

was genial in nature, 

but on one thing she stood rock firm. 

 

While seated in her favorite haunt  

for a nip of eau de vie, 

she insisted on attention 

from the mustached maître d’. 

 

Viscount Harold Herald, 

the homophonic hare, 

‘tween sips of gin and lime 

looked up slyly to stare. 

 

As the waiter neared their corner 

with some peanuts for the pair 

Harold’s schadenfreude sprang up: 

love would soon turn to despair. 

 

“I suggest we skip the cheese course,”  

he confided across the table.  

“To avoid a scene of chaos, 

map an escape route while you’re able.”  

 

Perplexed by the odd advice, 

Anna thought the baron quite mad. 

Her gaze transfixed on the sight 

of the approaching Galahad. 

 

Harold’s nose twitched at the cool rebuff  

from the myopic, ivoried upstart. 

He squeezed the twist as he softly spoke, 

“’Tis a mouse you’ve let into your heart.” 

 

Amidst clanging trays, upended guests, 

with sounds of a trumpet blare,

the tippled musophobe left apace 

reaching safety by a hair. 

Meh

Trébōr Ydênnęk

 

Since pococurante won the spelling bee, 

should that make a great difference to me?

Will it enrich my life with lexical ornamentation,

or simply slip my tongue with syllabic frustration?

Whatever the outcome will ultimately be, 

the sting of the contest is a fait accompli. 

 

Note:  Sai Gunturi won the 2003 National Spelling Bee by spelling “pococurante” correctly.  Pococurante means “indifferent” and is derived from the Italian word for “caring little.”

Visiting the Taoist Priest Chang

Liu Changqing

 

Under the faint trail’s guidance, I discover

 

a footprint in the phosphorescent moss,

a tranquil lake where low clouds like to hover,

a lonely door enhanced by rampant grass,

a pine grown greener since the thundershowers

and cold springs fed by mountains far away.

 

Mingling with these truths among the flowers,

I have forgotten what I came to say. 

[untitled]

Nōin (988-1050), translated by Steven Carter

To a mountain village

   at nightfall on a spring day

      I came and saw this:

blossoms scattering on echoes

   from the vespers bell.

Crowded Skies

A. M. Juster [Michael J. Astrue]

 

As a matter of fact, I did notice

a sow followed by a string of piglets,

straining to stay airborne

with their unfamiliar wings

as they crossed my line of vision

outside the kitchen window.

 

Then the doorbell rang,

and I found a crisply dressed

but sumptuous woman at my door.

She announced she was

from the Registry of Motor Vehicles,

apologized for the long line of the past,

and handed me my new license.

When she asked if there was anything else

she could do for me,

I had a failure of imagination.

 

Then the phone throbbed.

It was Blue Cross Blue Shield,

apologizing for the three years

they spent trying to bill me

for a very expensive hysterectomy

I never had.

They said they fired the incompetents

simplified everything,

and my next operation was on them.

 

When the mail came that afternoon,

there was a sweet-smelling, handwritten note

from the cheerleader who rejected

my invitation to the junior prom.

She regretted any distress

her handling of that matter

might have caused me.

 

I gather air traffic controllers

are up in arms about the crowded skies,

but they will work it out,

I’m sure.

The Pier

W. R. Rodgers

 

Only a placid sea, and

A pier where no boat comes,

But people stand at the end

And spit into the water,

Dimpling it, and watch a dog

That chins and churns back to land.

 

I had come here to see

Humbug embark, deported,

Protected from the crowd.

But he has not come today.

And anyway there is no boat

To take him.  And no one cares.

So Humbug still walks our land

On stilts, is still looked up to.

Rootbound

Rose Kelleher

 

Every cell still tells it to dig in the dirt

as far as roots can reach; to make it rain

upside down, to fly in earth, to stretch

down, away from the sun, finding the route

to heaven through a harder, darker sky.

Flying Crooked

Robert Graves

 

The butterfly, a cabbage-white,

(His honest idiocy of flight)

Will never now, it is too late,

Master the art of flying straight,

Yet has -- who knows so well as I? --

A just sense of how not to fly:

He lurches here and here by guess

And God and hope and hopelessness.

Even the aerobatic swift

Has not his flying-crooked gift.

Message Taken

Norman MacCaig

 

On a day of almost no wind,

today,

I saw two leaves falling almost, not quite,

perpendicularly -- which

seemed natural.

 

When I got closer, I saw

the leaves on the tree were

slanted by that wind, were pointing

towards those that had fallen.

 

When I got closer than that, I saw

the leaves on the tree

were trembling.

 

And that seemed natural too.

Everything is Going to be All Right

Derek Mahon

 

How should I not be glad to contemplate

the clouds clearing beyond the dormer window

and a high tide reflected on the ceiling?

There will be dying, there will be dying,

but there is no need to go into that.

The poems flow from the hand unbidden

and the hidden source is the watchful heart.

The sun rises in spite of everything

and the far cities are beautiful and bright.

I lie here in a riot of sunlight

watching the day break and the clouds flying.

Everything is going to be all right.

Byzantine Coin

Dick Davis

 

How many hands, vicissitudes,

Have worn this gold to the thin ghost

That gleams in the shopkeeper’s palm?

A millennium flickers, eludes

Us, is gone, as we bend engrossed

In blurred words and a surface charm.


Peace at Noon

Arthur Symons

 

Here there is peace, cool peace, 

Upon these heights, beneath these trees;

Almost the peace of sleep or death,

To wearying brain, to labouring breath.

 

Here there is rest at last,

A sweet forgetting of the past;

There is no future here, nor aught

Save this soft healing pause of thought.

A Belated Discovery

Siegfried Sassoon

 

Admitting ignorance, comprehensive and uncharted,

Of all that is beyond my localized concerns,

I come to the conclusion — cocksure though I started —

That next to nothing known is the last thing one learns.

 

This world, encyclopaedic subject, for my mind

Remains existent as an undiscovered land:

Therefore the apparition named myself I find

The only matter that I can hope to understand.

One Almost Might

A. S. J. Tessimond

 

Wouldn't you say,

Wouldn't you say:  one day,

With a little more time or a little more patience, one might

Disentangle for separate, deliberate, slow delight

One of the moment's hundred strands, unfray

Beginnings from endings, this from that, survey

Say a square inch of the ground one stands on, touch

Part of oneself or a leaf or a sound (not clutch

Or cuff or bruise but touch with finger-tip, ear-

Tip, eyetip, creeping near yet not too near);

Might take up life and lay it on one's palm

And, encircling it in closeness, warmth and calm,

Let it lie still, then stir smooth-softly, and

Tendril by tendril unfold, there on one's hand . . .

 

One might examine eternity's cross-section

For a second, with slightly more patience, more time for reflection?

Persephone Writes a Letter to Her Mother

A. E. Stallings

 

First—hell is not so far underground—

My hair gets tangled in the roots of trees

& I can just make out the crunch of footsteps,

The pop of acorns falling, or the chime

Of a shovel squaring a fresh grave or turning

Up the tulip bulbs for separation.

Day & night, creatures with no legs

Or too many, journey to hell and back.

Alas, the burrowing animals have dim eyesight.

They are useless for news of the upper world.

They say the light is "loud" (their figures of speech

All come from sound; their hearing is acute).

 

The dead are just as dull as you would imagine.

They evolve like the burrowing animals—losing their sight.

They may roam abroad sometimes—but just at night—

They can only tell me if there was a moon.

Again and again, moth-like, they are duped

By any beckoning flame—lamps and candles.

They come back startled & singed, sucking their fingers,

Happy the dirt is cool and dense and blind.

They are silly & grateful and don't remember anything.

I have tried to tell them stories, but they cannot attend.

They pester you like children for the wrong details—

How long were his fingernails? Did she wear shoes?

How much did they eat for breakfast? What is snow?

And then they pay no attention to the answers.

 

My husband, bored with their babbling, neither listens nor speaks.

But here there is no fodder for small talk.

The weather is always the same. Nothing happens.

(Though at times I feel the trees, rocking in place

Like grief, clenching the dirt with tortuous toes.)

There is nothing to eat here but raw beets & turnips.

There is nothing to drink but mud-filtered rain.

Of course, no one goes hungry or toils, however many—

(The dead breed like the bulbs of daffodils—

Without sex or seed—all underground—

Yet no race has such increase. Worse than insects!)

 

I miss you and think about you often.

Please send flowers. I am forgetting them.

If I yank them down by the roots, they lose their petals

And smell of compost. Though I try to describe

Their color and fragrance, no one here believes me.

They think they are the same thing as mushrooms.

Yet no dog is so loyal as the dead,

Who have no wives or children and no lives,

No motives, secret or bare, to disobey.

Plus, my husband is a kind, kind master;

He asks nothing of us, nothing, nothing at all—

Thus fall changes to winter, winter to fall,

While we learn idleness, a difficult lesson.

 

He does not understand why I write letters.

He says that you will never get them. True—

Mulched-leaf paper sticks together, then rots;

No ink but blood, and it turns brown like the leaves.

He found my stash of letters, for I had hid it,

Thinking he'd be angry. But he never angers.

He took my hands in his hands, my shredded fingers

Which I have sliced for ink, thin paper cuts.

My effort is futile, he says, and doesn't forbid it.

Bouquet

Julia Nemirovskaya trans. Boris Dralyuk

 

No, I won’t throw it out, for the sake of that tulip:

still fresh and so white, that satiny curl—

a sea-captain’s collar folded over his tunic,

a theatrical backcloth, like a windowless wall.

Its petals are like cupped and half-turned palms,

Its bloom a head, a gleaming cherry in its mouth.

 

…if it must go, let somebody else throw it out—

As God will say of me when my turn comes.


 

An Observation 

May Sarton

 

True gardeners cannot bear a glove

Between the sure touch and the tender root,

Must let their hands grow knotted as they move

With a rough sensitivity about

Under the earth, between the rock and shoot,

Never to bruise or wound the hidden fruit.

And so I watched my mother's hands grow scarred,

She who could heal the wounded plant or friend

With the same vulnerable yet rigorous love;

I minded once to see her beauty gnarled,

But now her truth is given me to live,

As I learn for myself we must be hard

To move among the tender with an open hand,

And to stay sensitive up to the end

Pay with some toughness for a gentle world.

[Untitled]

Kishū, trans. by R. H. Blyth

 

 An autumn evening;

Without a cry,

     A crow passes

A Day in Autumn

R. S. Thomas

 

It will not always be like this,

The air windless, a few last

Leaves adding their decoration

To the trees' shoulders, braiding the cuffs

Of the boughs with gold; a bird preening

In the lawn's mirror.  Having looked up

From the day's chores, pause a minute,

Let the mind take its photograph

Of the bright scene, something to wear

Against the heart in the long cold.

A Reading

Wendy Cope

 

Everybody in this room is bored.

The poems drag, the voice and gestures irk.

He can’t be interrupted or ignored.

 

Poor fools, we came here of our own accord,

And some of us have paid to hear this jerk.

Everybody in this room is bored.

 

The silent cry goes up, “How long, O Lord?”

But nobody will scream or go berserk.

He won’t be interrupted or ignored,

 

Or hit by eggs, or savaged by a horde

Of desperate people maddened by his work.

Everybody in this room is bored,

 

Except the poet. We are his reward,

Pretending to indulge his every quirk.

He won’t be interrupted or ignored.

 

At last it’s over. How we all applaud!

The poet thanks us with a modest smirk.

Everybody in the room was bored.

He wasn’t interrupted or ignored.

Rummage Sale

X. J. Kennedy

 

Here are the dregs of bookshelves cast aside:

Book of the Month Club choices now refused,

The memoirs of some general swelled with pride,

Labor-intensive cookbooks still unused—

 

The castoffs of a season of demeaning,

Cleared from the house relentlessly as sweepers

Rout dust clouds in a merciless spring cleaning.

Book buyers these folks were, but not book keepers.

 

I wonder at this thick tome’s long regress,

Hacked out by one whose fame and sales were stellar,

Now cast down from the tower of success

To molder in a spiderwebbed best cellar.

Leaves

Derek Mahon

 

The prisoners of infinite choice

Have built their house

In a field below the wood

And are at peace.

 

It is autumn, and dead leaves

On their way to the river

Scratch like birds at the windows

Or tick on the road.

 

Somewhere there is an afterlife

Of dead leaves,

A stadium filled with an infinite

Rustling and sighing.

 

Somewhere in the heaven

Of lost futures

The lives we might have led

Have found their own fulfilment.

How to Live

Horace, Ode 11, Book 1, translated by Derek Mahon 

 

Don't waste your time, Leuconoe*, living in fear and hope

of the imprevisible future; forget the horoscope.

Accept whatever happens.  Whether the gods allow

us fifty winters more or drop us at this one now

which flings the high Tyrrhenian waves on the stone piers,

decant your wine.  The days are more fun than the years

which pass us by while we discuss them.  Act with zest

one day at a time, and never mind the rest.

 

*loo-CON-oh-way

[Untitled]

Chiyo-ni (1701-1775) trans. by R. H. Blyth

 

     Autumn's bright moon,

However far I walked, still afar off

     In an unknown sky.

[Untitled]

Kotomichi (1798-1868) trans. by R. H. Blyth

 

  Down from the mountain,

The moon

     Accompanied me,

And when I opened the gate,

The moon too entered. 

Portrait of an Administrator with Strategic Plan and Office Supplies

Jehanne Dubrow

 

To sit on her couch was to be silenced

by upholstery, plush muffling of cushions

from which it was difficult to rise.

Arendt writes, in politics obedience

and support are the same, and for a time

I was obedient, my reports in ordered bullets:

collaborations, programs, opportunities.

The provost preferred speech contained—

a line of staples in a box.  I remember 

the fold between one week and the next.

She said to me, these people are unreasonable.

She said, these people are quite reasonable.

Inside her office everything was cream.

She told me what I heard I hadn’t heard,

our last meeting like a memo full of typos

whited out, then shuffled through

the copier machine, language turned to shiny blurs.

Arendt writes, most people will comply.

For a time, it was easy to ignore the sharp

wedge of the provost’s hair.  I should have seen

she resembled more a letter opener on a desk,

how like a knife the piece of metal looks.

I told her what I heard I heard.

I told her that my expertise was words.

Arendt writes, the holes of oblivion do not exist.

A gifted bureaucrat, the provost taught me

truth was thin as paper—the little circles

she punched in it remain, and still

I hold this punctured story to the light.

Smuggler

Norman MacCaig

 

Watch him when he opens

his bulging words—justice,

fraternity, freedom, internationalism, peace,

peace, peace.  Make it your custom

to pay no heed

to his frank look, his visas, his stamps

and signatures.  Make it

your duty to spread out their contents

in a clear light.

 

Nobody with such luggage

has nothing to declare.

There is a Gold Light in Certain Old Paintings

Donald Justice

 

There is a gold light in certain old paintings

That represents a diffusion of sunlight.

It is like happiness, when we are happy.

It comes from everywhere and nowhere at once, this light,

And the poor soldiers sprawled at the foot of the cross

Share in its charity equally with the cross.

 

2

Orpheus hesitated beside the black river.

With so much to look forward to he looked back.

We think he sang then, but the song is lost.

At least he had seen once more the beloved back.

I say the song went this way: O prolong

Now the sorrow if that is all there is to prolong.

 

3

The world is very dusty, uncle. Let us work.

One day the sickness shall pass from the earth for good.

The orchard will bloom; someone will play the guitar.

Our work will be seen as strong and clean and good.

And all that we suffered through having existed

Shall be forgotten as though it had never existed.

 

[Note:  The first stanza refers to Christ’s crucifixion, the second to a scene from the Orpheus myth, and third is a paraphrase of the character Sonya Alexandrovna speaking in Anton Chekhov's play Uncle Vanya.]

Aurora

Timothy Steele

 

Your sleep is so profound

This room seems a recess

Awaiting consciousness.

Gauze curtains, drawn around

The postered bed, confute

Each waking attribute—

Volition, movement, sound.

 

Outside, though, chilly light

Shivers a puddle’s coil

Of iridescent oil; 

Windows, sun-struck, ignite;

Doves strut along the edge

Of roof- and terrace-ledge

And drop off into flight.

 

And soon enough you’ll rise.

Long-gowned and self-aware,

Brushing life through your hair,

You’ll notice with surprise

The way your glass displays,

Twin-miniatured, your face

In your reflective eyes.

 

Goddess, it’s you in whom

Our clear hearts joy and chafe.

Awaken, then, Vouchsafe

Ideas to resume.

Draw back the drapes:  let this

Quick muffled emphasis

Flood light across the room.

Fireflies flying
Ikkadō Jōa (translated by Steven Carter)


Fireflies flying
in gaps between branches --
a grove of stars.

I Love to See the Summer
John Clare


I love to see the summer beaming forth
And white wool sack clouds sailing to the north
I love to see the wild flowers come again
And mare blobs stain with gold the meadow drain
And water lilies whiten on the floods
Where reed clumps rustle like a wind shook wood
Where from her hiding place the Moor Hen pushes
And seeks her flag nest floating in bull rushes
I like the willow leaning half way o'er
The clear deep lake to stand upon its shore
I love the hay grass when the flower head swings
To summer winds and insects happy wings
That sport about the meadow the bright day
And see bright beetles in the clear lake play

The Wood
Andrew Young


Summer’s green tide rises in flood
Foaming with elder-blossom in the wood,
And insects hawk, gold-striped and blue,
On motion-hidden wings the air looks through,
And ‘Buzz, buzz, buzz’,

Gaily hums Sir Pandarus,
As blue ground-ivy blossom
Bends with the weight of a bee in its bosom.
Heavy with leaves the bough lean over
The path where midges in a loose ball hover,
And daisies and slow-footed moss
And thin grass creep across,
Till scarcely on the narrow path
The sparrow finds a dusty bath,
And caterpillars from the leaves
Arch their green backs on my coat-sleeves.
Bright as a bird the small sun flits
Through shaking leaves that tear the sky in bits,
But let the leaf-lit boughs draw closer,
I in the dark will feel no loser
With myself for companion.
Grow, leafy boughs; darken, O sun,
For here two robins mate
That winter held apart in a cold hate.

The Minor Masters
Boris Dralyuk


On Santa Monica I know someone who’ll etch
forms of a hair’s breadth in a rubber stamp.
No molds or lasers: just the human touch.
If darkness overwhelms an heirloom lamp,
head west on Beverly, and east of Kings you’ll find
Pairpoint’s Prometheus. If age brittles a book,
on Cahuenga there’s a man who’ll bind
its outcast leaves. Such people make things look
Immune to time and innocent of pain,
intact, immaculate, as none of us remain.
Long live the masters whose quaint crafts are holy.
They work in solitude. Now by appointment only.

Rummage Sale
X. J. Kennedy


Here are the dregs of bookshelves cast aside:
Book of the Month Club choices now refused,
The memoirs of some general swelled with pride,
Labor-intensive cookbooks still unused—
The castoffs of a season of demeaning,
Cleared from the house relentlessly as sweepers
Rout dust clouds in a merciless spring cleaning.
Book buyers these folks were, but not book keepers.
I wonder at this thick tome’s long regress,
Hacked out by one whose fame and sales were stellar,
Now cast down from the tower of success
To molder in a spiderwebbed best cellar.

Twilight

Ryōkan, translated by John Stevens

 

Twilight — the only conversation

     on this hill

Is the wind blowing through the pines.

Anima 

John Hall Wheelock

 

The silence there
Had a certain thing to say could not be said
By harp or oboe, flute or violoncello
Or by the lesser strings; it could not be said
By the human voice; but in sea-sounds you heard it
Perhaps, or in the water-dripping jargon
Of summer birds: endless reiteration
Of chat or vireo, the woodcock’s call,
Chirrup and squeegee, larrup, squirt and trill
Of liquid syrinxes – bright drops of song
Spangling the silence.

Man in a Park

Elizabeth Jennings 

 

One lost in thought of what his life might mean

Sat in a park and watched the children play,

Did nothing, spoke to no one, but all day

Composed his life around the happy scene.

 

And when the sun went down and keepers came

To lock the gates, and all the voices were

Swept to a distance where no sounds could stir,

This man continued playing his odd game.

 

Thus, without protest, he went to the gate,

Heard the key turn and shut his eyes until

He felt that he had made the whole place still,

Being content simply to watch and wait.

 

So one can live, like patterns under glass,

And, like those patterns, not committing harm.

This man continued faithful to his calm,

Watching the children playing on the grass.

 

But what if someone else should also sit

Beside him on the bench and play the same

Watching and counting, self-preserving game,

Building a world with him no part of it?

 

If he is truthful to his vision he

Will let the dark intruder push him from 

His place, and in the softly gathering gloom

Add one more note to his philosophy.

Below the Surface-Stream

Matthew Arnold

 

Below the surface-stream, shallow and light,

Of what we say we feel — below the stream,

As light, of what we think we feel — there flows

With noiseless current strong, obscure and deep,

The central stream of what we feel indeed.

The Bright Field

R. S. Thomas

 

I have seen the sun break through

to illuminate a small field

for a while, and gone my way

and forgotten it.  But that was the pearl

of great price, the one field that had

the treasure in it.  I realize now

that I must give all that I have

to possess it.  Life is not hurrying

 

on to a receding future, nor hankering after

an imagined past.  It is the turning

aside like Moses to the miracle

of the lit bush, to a brightness

that seemed as transitory as your youth

once, but is the eternity that awaits you.

Quiet, Now

Rhina P. Espaillat

 

Quiet, now; the wind is reading a story,

riffling through green volumes of spruce and balsam,

unearthing fables from the runes of lichen,

elucidating parables of crows propped 

open on the lectern of naked maples.

 

Patience:  the wind is reading a long story

with miracles in it, rumors of the marsh

weeping for joy over the sky’s reflection,

promise of resurrections, of pale crocus

lifting its crown from the wreckage of summer.

 

Skimming every field, uncovering old plots

on those white pages time writes on, the wind goes

where the snake waits in its hold, deaf as the heart 

in its cage of longing.  Be still now:  listen:

the wind, the wind is reading you a story.

The Swan Song

Joshua Mehigan

 

The retired actor watched the sky grow dim.

The porch, walled in by junipers and stone,

seemed a setting, a set, for someone else,

though it was his alone.

 

He leaned along the wall as he once had

at restaurant bars to eavesdrop on the chatter,

though here the alders asked continually

the same thing:  “What’s the matter?”

 

But then, sometimes, gravel against a tire,

or the blown page of a book left on his chair,

or ice that settled in a forlorn glass

applauded his despair.

 

Those times he’d step inside the sliding door,

enchanted with his high, tragic style,

pull down the curtains on the maudlin moon,

and crack his old, arch smile.

 

 

 

Winter Garden

Norman MacCaig

 

The dunnock in the hedge—is he fearful

or fastidious?  His eyes are fixed on the bird table

where five free-for-all sparrows

peck in a shower bath of crumbs. 

 

A mouse zigzags

among the frozen raspberry canes,

going nowhere elaborately.

 

Three apple trees look as if they'd get on rehearsing

as Macbeth's witches

if they had the energy.

 

And, only seven hours old,

the day begins to die.

 

—The sparrows have gone, telling everybody, and the dunnock

is giving us all

a lesson in table manners.

 

 

 

Untitled

Bashō, translated by Robert Hass

 

            A bee

staggers out

            of the peony.

 

 

 

Shinto

Jorge Luis Borges, translated by Hoyt Rogers

When sorrow lays us low

for a second we are saved

by humble windfalls

of mindfulness or memory:

the taste of a fruit, the taste of water,

that face given back to us by a dream,

the first jasmine of November,

the endless yearning of the compass,

a book we thought was lost,

the throb of a hexameter,

the slight key that opens a house to us,

the smell of a library, or of sandalwood,

the former name of a street,

the colors of a map,

an unforeseen etymology,

the smoothness of a filed fingernail,

the date we were looking for,

the twelve dark bell-strokes, tolling as we count,

a sudden physical pain.

 

Eight million Shinto deities

travel secretly throughout the earth.

Those modest gods touch us —

touch us and move on.

 

 

 

Rooster

Eric Ormsby

                       For Tippy

 

I like the way the rooster lifts his feet,

So jauntily exact,

Then drops one springy yellow claw aloft

Just like a tailor gathering up a pleat.

And then there are those small surprising lilts,

Both rollicking and staid,

That grace his bishop’s gait,

Like a waltzer on a pair of supple stilts

Or a Russian on parade.

 

I like the way he swivels and then slants

His red, demented eye

To tipsy calibrations of his comb

And ogles the barnyard with a shopkeeper’s stance.

Sometimes his glossy wattles shudder and bulge

As he bends his feathered ear

And listens, fixed in trance,

When drowsy grubs below the ground indulge

And then stretch up for air,

 

How promptly he administers his peck,

Brisk and executive,

And the careless victim flipflops in his grip!

I like the way his stubby little beak

Produces that dark, corroded croak

Like a grudging nail tugged out of stubborn wood:

No ‘cock-a-doodle-doo” but awk-a-awkI!

He yawps whenever he’s in the mood

And the thirst and clutch of life are in his squawk.

 

Chiefly I love the delicate attention

Of the waking light that falls

Along his shimmery wings and bubbling plumes

As though light pleasured in tangerine and gentian

Or sported like some splashy kid with paints.

But Rooster forms his own cortège, gowns

Himself in marigold and shadow, flaunts

His scintillant, prismatic tints—

The poorest glory of a country town.

Vultures Mating

Dana Gioia

 

On the branch of a large dead tree 

a vulture sits, stinking of carrion. 

She is ripe with the perfume of her fertility. 

Half a dozen males circle above her, 

slowly gliding on the thermals.

 

One by one, the huge birds settle 

stiffly beside her on the limb, 

stretching their wings, inflating their chests, 

holding their red scabrous heads erect. 

Their nostrils dilate with desire.

 

The ritual goes on for hours. 

These bald scavengers pay court politely— 

like overdressed princes in an old romance— 

circling, stretching, yearning, 

waiting for her to choose.

 

The stink and splendor of fertility 

arouses the world. The rotting log 

flowers with green moss. The fallen chestnut 

splits and drives its root into the soil. 

The golden air pours down its pollen.

 

Desire brings all things back to earth, 

charging them to circle, stretch, and preen— 

the buzzard or the princess, the scorpion, the rose— 

each damp and fecund bud yearning to burst, 

to burn, to blossom, to begin.

The Yellowjackets Speak

Peter Vertacnik

 

“Most homeowners consider yellowjackets a pest, but their diet actually makes them an important part of garden pest control.”

www.pestworld.org

 

You recognized too late we were not bees

and, stung repeatedly too near our nest

in the garden you were certain you possessed,

immediately deemed us enemies.

 

Even just one disrupted barbecue

was more than you could handle. “Kill them now!”

you squealed in comic rage, making a vow

to see us dead, yet careful to eschew

 

the act by calling on professionals,

who showed up promptly in protective gear 

and felt, it seemed, neither disgust nor fear,

just as you felt guiltless. No confessionals

 

were needed here. In fact, you looked empowered.

Your flowers, though, will slowly be devoured. 

Dirge Without Music

Edna St. Vincent Millay

 

I am not resigned to the shutting away of loving hearts in the hard ground.

So it is, and so it will be, for so it has been, time out of mind:

Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely.  Crowned

With lilies and with laurel they go; but I am not resigned.

 

Lovers and thinkers, into the earth with you.

Be one with the dull, the indiscriminate dust.

A fragment of what you felt, of what you knew,

A formula, a phrase remains,—but the best is lost.

 

The answers quick and keen, the honest look, the laughter, the love,—

They are gone.  They are gone to feed the roses.  Elegant and curled

Is the blossom.  Fragrant is the blossom.  I know.  But I do not approve.

More precious was the light in your eyes than all the roses in the world.

 

Down, down, down into the darkness of the grave

Gently they go, the beautiful, the tender, the kind;

Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave.

I know.  But I do not approve.  And I am not resigned.

February 18, 1943

Catherine Tufariello

 

In memory of Hans and Sophie Scholl,

Leaders of the White Rose student resistance movement,

executed February 22, 1943

 

I imagine how easily you could have gotten away,

Standing in the Ludwigstraße in the sun

That improbably springlike February day,

The not-quite-empty suitcase slung

Between you—like two students on holiday,

Let out of class, on your way to catch a train.

Relieved and out of breath,

You stood for a moment blinking in the sun,

Tasting the early spring that caught all Munich unawares

After bleak weeks of cold.

How hopeful the light must have looked, how far from death.

Was it that you suddenly felt young?

—Another nose-thumbing at the omnipotent State!

Or was it the recklessness of the desperate?

Not furtively, but in the pale spun-gold

Of full daylight, like farmers casting grain,

You’d left your leaflets scattered on the floors

In the hallways, on windowsills, at the doors

Of the lecture rooms, and, ignoring their stony stares,

In the marble laps of Ludwig and Leopold.

Was it the change in weather

That made your glances catch, a glance that said

Almost gaily, Why waste any?  so that instead

Of slipping away as planned, you raced together

Back to the empty hall,

And up the stairs, to let the last ones fall?

 

I imagine, then, how you leaned from the great height

Of the gallery railing into a well of light;

How, giddy with boldness and vertigo,

You popped the latch, and—hurriedly this time—scooped

The leftover handfuls out.

For a few seconds, the pages must have swooped

Like wind-torn blossoms, sideways in the air,

Filling the gallery with a storm of white,

While under the skylight with its square of blue

Your arms were still flung wide;

And while, rounding a corner down below,

For just a moment, the porter, Jakob Schmid,

Must have stopped to stare,

Not indignant yet, but merely shocked,

Blinded for an instant by the glare,

Before he recovered himself and did

His job as he’d been taught;

Before milling students spilled into the hall

From morning lectures, but not quite fast enough;

Before Schmid gave a shout,

And surging forward in the tumult, caught

The dark-haired young man’s shoulder in a rough

Policeman’s grip that would not be shaken off,

Though he didn’t try, and the girl stayed by his side;

Before, in a sudden hush, the crowd withdrew,

And the doors all locked.

Footnotes on Happiness

A. S. J. Tessimond

 

Happiness filters

Out through a crack in the door, through the net's reticulations.

But also in.

 

The old cat Patience

Watching the hole with folded paws and quiet tail

Can seldom catch it.

 

Timetables fail.

It rarely stands at a certain moment a certain day

At a certain bus-stop.

 

You cannot say

It will keep an appointment, or pass the same street corner twice.

Nor say it won't.

 

Lavender, ice,

Camphor, glass cases, vacuum chambers hermetically sealed,

Won't keep it fresh.

 

It will not yield

Except to the light, the careless, the accidental hand,

And easily bruises.

 

It is brittle as sand.

It is more and less than you hoped to find.  It has never quite

Your own ideas.

 

It shows no spite

Or favour in choosing its host.  It is, like God,

Casual, odd.

Pad, pad

Stevie Smith

 

I always remember your beautiful flowers

And the beautiful kimono you wore

When you sat on the couch

With that tigerish crouch

And told me you loved me no more.

 

What I cannot remember is how I felt when you were unkind

All I know is, if you were unkind now I should not mind.

Ah me, the power to feel exaggerated, angry and sad

The years have taken from me.  Softly I go now, pad pad.

A Rabbit as King of the Ghosts

Wallace Stevens

 

The difficulty to think at the end of day,

When the shapeless shadow covers the sun

And nothing is left except light on your fur — 

 

There was the cat slopping its milk all day,

Fat cat, red tongue, green mind, white milk

And August the most peaceful month.

 

To be, in the grass, in the peacefullest time,

Without that monument of cat,

The cat forgotten in the moon;

 

And to feel that the light is a rabbit-light,

In which everything is meant for you

And nothing need be explained;

 

Then there is nothing to think of.  It comes of itself;

And east rushes west and west rushes down,

No matter.  The grass is full

 

And full of yourself.  The trees around are for you,

The whole of the wideness of night is for you,

A self that touches all edges,

 

You become a self that fills the four corners of night.

The red cat hides away in the fur-light

And there you are humped high, humped up,

 

You are humped higher and higher, black as stone —

You sit with your head like a carving in space

And the little green cat is a bug in the grass.

A Dead Mole

Andrew Young

 

Strong-shouldered mole,

That so much lived below the ground,

Dug, fought and loved, hunted and fed,

For you to raise a mound

Was as for us to make a hole;

What wonder now that being dead

Your body lies here stout and square

Buried within the blue vault of the air?

Onto the Rain Porch

Takahama Kyoshi (trans. by Steven Carter)

 

Onto the rain porch

     from somewhere outside it comes —

a fallen petal.

Thermopylae

C. P. Cavafy (trans. by Edmund Keeley and Philip Sherrard)

 

Honor to those who in the life they lead

define and guard a Thermopylae.

Never betraying what is right,

consistent and just in all they do

but showing pity also, and compassion;

generous when they’re rich, and when they’re poor,

still generous in small ways,

still helping whenever they can;

always speaking the truth

yet without hating those who lie.

 

And even more honor is due to them

when they foresee (as many do foresee)

that Ephialtis will turn up in the end,

that the Medes will break through after all.

 

[Note: Ephialtis [or Ephialtes] was the Malian Greek who led the Persians (Medes) along a goat path where they blocked and slaughtered the Spartan-led Greeks at the mountain pass of Thermopylae, 480 BC.]

November Poem

E. Castendyk Briefs

 

Leaves 

no wind 

could wrench 

from earlier 

trees, 

in this 

windstill 

now 

let go. 

Their fall 

is soundless 

vertical 

as a spider’s 

twig- 

to- 

ground 

descent 

deus 

ex 

machina.

Flowers by the Sea

William Carlos Williams

 

When over the flowery, sharp pasture’s

edge, unseen, the salt ocean

 

lifts its form—chicory and daisies

tied, released, seem hardly flowers alone

 

but color and the movement—or the shape

perhaps—of restlessness, whereas

 

the sea is circled and sways

peacefully upon its plantlike stem

The Jellyfish

Marianne Moore

 

Visible, invisible,
A fluctuating charm,
An amber-colored amethyst
Inhabits it; your arm
Approaches, and
It opens and
It closes;
You have meant
To catch it,
And it shrivels;
You abandon
Your intent—
It opens, and it
Closes and you
Reach for it—
The blue
Surrounding it
Grows cloudy, and
It floats away
From you.

The Wife of the Man of Many Wiles

A. E. Stallings

 

Believe what you want to.  Believe that I wove,

If you wish, twenty years, and waited, while you

Were knee-deep in blood, hip-deep in goddesses.

 

I’ve not much to show for twenty years’ weaving—

I have but one half-finished cloth at the loom.

Perhaps it’s the lengthy, meticulous grieving.

 

Explain how you want to.  Believe I unraveled

At night what I stitched in the slow siesta,

How I kept them all waiting for me to finish,

 

The suitors, you call them.  Believe what you want to.

Believe that they waited for me to finish,

Believe that I beguiled them with nightly un-doings.

 

Believe what you want to.  That they never touched me.

Believe your own stories, as you would have me do,

How you only survived by the wise infidelities.

 

Believe that each day you wrote me a letter

That never arrived.  Kill all the damn suitors

If you think it will make you feel better.

Mrs. Lazarus

Eric Ormsby

 

Believe me, it isn’t easy

Even in a king-size bed

To sleep with the living dead.

You think I can enjoy

Buttering his morning toast

When the butter’s not so cold as his grey ghost?

And he’s always so theatrical: 

‘Honey, what I’ve been through!’

I say, ‘Be a little stoical.

You could be lying in that sleazy

Mausoleum.  Instead, you’re here.  With me.’

 

And let me tell you straight,

It’s no mean trick to stimulate

A man like that

Fresh from a grimy grave;

He needs a paramedic just to shave.

At night his chilly skin

Sweats like a ripening cheese

And little bits keep dropping off

Till the poor guy’s scared to sneeze.

And the pills, the specialists, the life supports!

There’s even Streptomycin in his shorts.

 

I don’t like the way he sits and squints

Or tilts off to one side in his La-Z-Boy.

Wouldn’t you think he’d have a few small hints

For the living?  Instead he whimpers Ach! Or Oy!

‘Honey,” is all he says, ‘it wasn’t Vegas!’

 

All night I smell his interrupted death.

It’s my own individual hell.

All night I hug his contagious

Carcass dripping with verminous breath.

I calm him as he dreams and squirms.

 

I who adore Chanel

Now lie down with worms.

Small Prayer

Weldon Kees

 

Change, move, dead clock, that this fresh day 

May break with dazzling light to these sick eyes. 

Burn, glare, old sun, so long unseen, 

That time may find its sound again, and cleanse 

Whatever it is that a wound remembers 

After the healing ends. 

 

The Owl

Edward Thomas

 

Downhill I came, hungry, and yet not starved;

Cold, yet had heat within me that was proof

Against the North wind; tired, yet so that rest

Had seemed the sweetest thing under a roof.

 

Then at the inn I had food, fire, and rest,

Knowing how hungry, cold, and tired was I.

All of the night was quite barred out except

An owl's cry, a most melancholy cry

 

Shaken out long and clear upon the hill,

No merry note, nor cause of merriment,

But one telling me plain what I escaped

And others could not, that night, as in I went.

 

And salted was my food, and my repose,

Salted and sobered, too, by the bird's voice

Speaking for all who lay under the stars,

Soldiers and poor, unable to rejoice.

 

 

Carrying a Ladder

Kay Ryan

 

We are always

really carrying

a ladder, but it’s

invisible.  We

only know

something’s

the matter:

something precious

crashes; easy doors

prove impassable.

Or, in the body,

there’s too much

swing or off-

center gravity.

And, in the mind,

a drunken capacity,

access to out-of-range

apples.  As though

one had a way to climb

out of the damage

and apology.

 

 

The Critic

Rhina P. Espaillat

 

Regret reads us, trying to decide

what should have been deleted:  words unsaid;

words we said wrong, whose echoes, multiplied

by time, play themselves over in a dark

new key; words said that never found their mark

and left a silence there instead.

           

                                                                        How clever

regret proves then, revising, bit by bit,

the tone of both the living and the dead,

reworking scene by scene, with here a small

twist to a phrase that gentles its intention,

and there a glance to say the opposite

of words that once made wounds too old to heal.

 

Regret, in time, attempts outright invention,

speaks over the misspeakings of the real.

And why not?  The text is finished, after all,

printed on air, unedited forever.

 

 

Reluctance

Robert Frost

 

Out through the fields and the woods

    And over the walls I have wended;

I have climbed the hills of view

    And looked at the world, and descended;

I have come by the highway home, 

    And lo, it is ended.

 

The leaves are all dead on the ground,

    Save those that the oak is keeping

To ravel them one by one

    And let them go scraping and creeping

Out over the crusted snow, 

    When others are sleeping.

 

And the dead leaves lie huddled and still,

    No longer blown hither and thither;

The last lone aster is gone;

    The flowers of the witch-hazel wither;

The heart is still aching to seek,

    But the feet question, “Whither?”

 

Ah, when to the heart of man

    Was it ever less than a treason

To go with the drift of things,

    To yield with a grace to reason,

And bow and accept the end

    Of a love or a season?

The Tide Rises, The Tide Falls

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

 

The tide rises, the tide falls,

The twilight darkens, the curlew calls; 

Along the sea-sands damp and brown

The traveler hastens toward the town, 

And the tide rises, the tide falls.

 

Darkness settles on the roofs and walls, 

But the sea, the sea in the darkness calls;

The little waves, with their soft, white hands

Efface the footprints in the sands,

And the tide rises, the tide falls.

 

The morning breaks; the steeds in their stalls

Stamp and neigh, as the hostler calls;

The day returns, but nevermore

Returns the traveler to the shore.

And the tide rises, the tide falls.

In Praise of Self-Deprecation

Wislawa Szymborska

 

The buzzard has nothing to fault himself with.

Scruples are alien to the black panther.

Piranhas do not doubt the rightness of their actions.

The rattlesnake approves of himself without reservations.

 

The self-critical jackal does not exist.

The locust, alligator, trichina, horsefly

live as they live and are glad of it.

 

The killer-whale’s heart weighs one hundred kilos 

but in other respects it is light.

 

There is nothing more animal-like

than a clear conscience

on the third planet of the Sun.

The Seven Deadly Sins

Dana Gioia

 

Forget about the other six, says Pride.

They’re only using you.

Admittedly, Lust is a looker, 

but you can do better.

 

And why do they keep bringing us 

to this cheesy dive?

The food’s so bad that even Gluttony 

can’t finish his meal.

 

Notice how Avarice 

keeps refilling his glass 

whenever he thinks we’re not looking, 

while Envy eyes your plate.

 

Hell, we’re not even done, and Anger 

is already arguing about the bill.  

I’m the only one who 

ever leaves a decent tip.

 

Let them all go, the losers!

It’s a relief to see Sloth’s 

fat ass go out the door.

But stick around.  I have a story

 

that not everyone appreciates—

about the special satisfaction 

of staying on board as the last 

grubby lifeboat pushes away.

Spiderweb

Kay ryan 

 

From other

angles the

fibers look

fragile, but

not from the

spider’s, always

hauling coarse

ropes, hitching

lines to the

best posts

possible. It’s

heavy work

everyplace,

fighting sag,

winching up

give. It

isn’t ever

delicate

to live.

Early Morning

Janet Lewis

The path

The spider makes through the air,

Invisible

Until the light touches it.

 

The path

The light takes through the air,

Invisible

Until it finds the spider’s web.

Murder at Midnight

Kay Ryan

  If everyone who was told about it told two other people

  Within twelve minutes, everybody on earth would know about     it before morning.

         Ripley's believe it or not!

But people would begin getting it a little bit

wrong.  Long before daylight, 

the murder at midnight would be

sugar stolen outright.  The fate

of the dead man would not extend

beyond his gate.  Only those

right now missing his little habits, 

his footfall, his sleeping noises, 

will know, and they can’t really tell; 

news doesn’t really travel very well.

Childhood House

Eric Ormsby 

Somehow I had assumed

That the past stood still, in perfected effigies of itself,

And that what we had once possessed remained our possession

Forever, and that at least the past, our past, our child-

Hood, waited, always available, at the touch of a nerve,

Did not deteriorate like the untended house of an

Aging mother, but stood in pristine perfection, as in

Our remembrance. I see that this isn't so, that

Memory decays like the rest, is unstable in its essence,

Flits, occludes, is variable, sidesteps, bleeds away, eludes

All recovery; worse, is not what it seemed once, alters

Unfairly, is not the intact garden we remember but,

Instead, speeds away from us backward terrifically

Until when we pause to touch that sun-remembered

Wall the stones are friable, crack and sift down,

And we could cry at the fierceness of that velocity

If our astonished eyes had time.

The Mower

Philip Larkin

The mower stalled, twice; kneeling, I found

A hedgehog jammed up against the blades,

Killed.  It had been in the long grass.

 

I had seen it before, and even fed it, once.

Now I had mauled its unobtrusive world

Unmendably.  Burial was no help:

 

Next morning I got up and it did not.

The first day after a death, the new absence

Is always the same; we should be careful

 

Of each other, we should be kind

While there is still time.

Nothing Is Lost

Dana Gioia

Nothing is lost.  Nothing is so small

that it does not return.

      Imagine that as a child on a day like this

you held a newly minted coin and had

the choice of spending it in any way

you wished.

 

      Today the coin comes back to you,

the date rubbed out, the ancient mottoes vague,

the portrait covered with the dull shellac

of anything used up, passed on, disposed of

with something else in view, and always worth

a little less each time.

 

      Now it returns, and you will think it unimportant, lose

it in your pocket change as one more thing

that’s not worth counting, not worth singling out.

That is the mistake you must avoid today.

You sent it on a journey to yourself. Now hold it in your hand.  Accept it as the little you have earned today.

And realize that you must choose again but over less.

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